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I just got an email today said my fitness blog just turned two. Wow, it’s been two years since I was slowly killing myself. I mean I relapsed a lot. My lowest was around 93 pounds. Im happy to say I weight a healthy 105 pounds now. It’s been a really bumpy ride. However my life has been better than ever. My grade in university are going sky-high. While my boyfriend is literally the best, also did I mention I have a new job now? I make an insane amount of money for a 19 year old. I also am thankful for the wonderful friends I’ve managed to keep and make! Last but not least, I am happy. Happiest I’ve been in a while. Thank you life for proving me wrong, things do get better. You just have to look in the right place, which is in yourself.

4 months ago

God, I love my boyfriend. I would have never believed I would be where I am today. I mean before I would be so afraid that we’d fight all the time and argue and break up and get back together. But, he’s proven me wrong every step of the way. There are a million thoughts running through my mind, and only one feeling. I can feel that I’m truly happy, no more pretending, this is the longest I have been in the last 2 years. Although we fight sometimes, he’s always the bigger person, letting things go and just showing me how to do the same as well. Sometimes you have to think, is this really worth getting angry at? Even if it is, and I’m magically wrong, he’ll always forgive me :) and thats whats nice, both of us apologizing. I can’t wish for a better relationship, he’s not only my boyfriend but my best friend as well. We are each other’s #1 fan LOL What I have is certainly a beautiful thing. I still get butterflies when I wait for him to come pick me up or come over. I have the biggest smile when we’re on the phone, and I just can’t get enough of him. Everyday I learn something new and you know what? This is the type of love I’ve been waiting for. I’m writing this for no apparent reason but perhaps I can get away with saying this is a small appreciation note to my boyfriend. Thank you William for being my willyboo, I love you <3

- Toff

6 months ago
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to be quite frank, my whole first year at SFU, I led myself to believe that I was not suppose to be there. That I made the biggest mistake of my life, and that transferring  credits would be such a large burden. however in recent events my thoughts have changed. Although i got accepted into UBC as well, the allure of a scholarship from SFU was the deciding factor. I figured that i could not have my parents spend roughly 7,000 for my first year, so i took the scholarship. Let me get back to point, as i was saying, this second year at sfu has been a great game changer. Although i have lost touch with a lot of my first year friend, its okay, cause just like high school, you sorta don’t connect with your grade 8 friends anymore. Anyhow as i was saying, to those of you that dont already know, i have a boyfriend now :) YAY! I also made a good handful of friend that i know i will continue to see down the road. to really get in depth, i’ve realized that perhaps i was suppose to end up here. If it wasnt for my decision to go to sfu i wouldnt have met all these amazing people and HELL I wouldnt have met my amazing boyfriend. tbh sometimes when were talking during dinner or making food together, i just stare. I just think, wow how the fuck did i end up with this guy? i must be srsly fucked up. JUST KIDDING!! but srsly tho, sometimes im just surprised with these series of events i did end up with him. to think about it, if i didnt date A (lets call him A), then I wouldnt have met his best friend eric. If i didnt meet eric, then i wouldnt have met Cindy, and if i didnt meet Cindy, then i wouldnt have met will. If i hadent met will then i wouldnt have met my boyfriend. WOW now thats a mouthful. 
For those of you who dont know him, hes like my best friend, for those of you who know me on a personal basis. my boyfriend is basically a guy version of me. we have the same type of humor, which im going to tell you now, its VERY hard to find someone like that. when i say very i mean VERY. well anyhow, i just wanted to talk about how grateful i am to have such a wonderful boyfriend/pung yao in my life <3 OKAY BACK TO WORK!!

Anonymous said : youu's beautiful af.! 

"I let it go. It’s like swimming against the current. It exhausts you. After a while, whoever you are, you just have to let go, and the river brings you home."
- Joanne Harris, Five Quarters of the Orange (via aestheticintrovert)

(Source: inspiredbythisfeeling, via langleav)

Gym session and a good run today. Stress relievers.  Gunna be hella sore tmrw. Yayay!

What I got symptoms of a UTI again… FML… I’m starting to come to the conclusion that I’m much more prone to it because I still have kidney problems. Life sucks. Anyhow for all you lovely ladies that suffer with a UTI, I have found 4 proven methods to relieve the tracks of a UTI. 

DO THESE RIGHT AWAY WHEN YOU START TO FEEL THE SYMPTOMS

1. DRINK LOTS OF WATER, WHEN I MEAN DRINK I MEAN LITERALLY CHUG THAT THING DOWN LIKE YOUR LIFE DEPENDS ON IT
2. GO TO YOUR CLOSEST GROCERY STORE AND BUY YOURSELF A SHIT-TON OF CRANBERRY JUICE. NONE OF THAT BULLSHIT COCKTAIL STUFF. ITS GOTTA BE THAT 100% JUICE SHIT! 
3. GET SOME WARM WATER AND MIX HALF A TABLE SPOON OF CREAM OF TAR TAR ( THIS TASTES PRETTY OKAY)
4. GET MORE WARM WATER AND MIX A TABLE SPOON OF BAKING SODA ( THIS SHIT TASTES SO MOTHERFUCKING BAD, BUT IT SEEMS TO WORK THE BEST) 

Just a little tip to all you ladies who engage in Intercourse,  always pee after it.  For those of you who get it when they aren’t even sexually active PLS replace your tampons at least an hour before the recommended time.